In this episode: I touch on learning to be more supportive of my Substack community/peers, my new podcasting schedule and approach to my creativity, my need for Aderrall, Ari/Taina, and I question Aaliyah and Nipsey Hussle’s legendary status. I also reflect on celebrity culture and emphasize the need for simplicity in writing, as well as my dickfishing experience.
I shouted out
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Here are the writers I appreciate!
Love y’all downnnnnnn, thank y’all for y’all support! And if you love me, you’ll love these people!
Okay, so is a pink dildo considered a white body? Because I was fr dickfished. I was on the hunt for a nice toy and so naturally, I went to Amazon. It was brown with thick veins, super thick. But when I received it… it was pink. It’s so crazy how much Amazon really wanna sexualize Black peen to SELL shit, but then wanna dickfish you with a pasty ass, pink dick. Do y’all know how ANGRY I was? I spent a good 30 on it and it wasn’t even brown.
Then came that one day I was superrrrr horny because I was ovulating, and I kept feeling guilty for wanting to use the shit. Like… am I really Sista Souljah if I use this shit? I don’t even watch white porn. That’s how unapologetically Black I am. And then… I winded up using it. I felt like shit afterwards. Like I disappointed my ancestors, but it was all an illusion… right? Suddenly, images of Dr. Umar Ifatunde were flashing right before my eyes and I immediately felt like a sellout, which by the way… did y’all know Dr. Umar blocked me??????
The dildo was just sitting on my dresser looking at me. And I was looking at it back. I was so sure I wasn’t gonna use it. But I gave in to massa, I guess.
But a bitch got needs. I was horny. And I’m not about to go and fuck ANYBODY to get my needs met. So it’s like… if I gotta fuck a fake, white dick for the sake of not making bad sexual decisions… I’ma do that. OKAY? That can’t POSSIBLY be considered a white body… right? I laid there afterwards in pure disgust at my actions.
Am I… a coon?
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